100 Days of Vibes: Day 6

Posted by carles | October 9, 2015 | 61 Comments


community-building

It was odd to know that I was part of nothing. While I spent my whole life attempting to avoid conformity, it left me at a place where I truly had nothing. It is still ‘positive’ that I am not part of the mass of schlub culture. However, the realization that I have no community is alarming.

Even if I want to be part of something.
Even if I want to make the world a better place.
Even if I want to ‘network’ for my own self-gain.

I cannot be grounded in a ‘common good’ that I can validate because I am post-morality.
I am so tolerant that I tolerate intolerance.

I had grown up in a neighborhood. Attended a high school. Attended college. Worked for a reputable employer that promoted work-life balance. Lived in a building with other people living in it. Frequented bars. Been in relationships. Pursued friendships.

I was not community building. I was not at the center of my world. It was all just an exercise in the self. Moving forward. Uploading content to the cloud. Sending my ‘interests’ and parts of my ‘self’ into the internet, desperately trying to build community.

At times, I thought about pinning down a significant other. Eternally bonding myself to another person. Grounding ourselves in the irrational progress of a family in the context of a community. Bonding myself to other families.

There is no community.

Community means accepting broken constructs in education, urban development, suburban development and everything else that is worth thinking about.

I cannot be absorbed.

I’m floating outside the membrane of the misconstrued definition of ‘community.’

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  • Matt

    Thanks for the vibes

  • Me

    bb

    Hey thanks for viewing
    And reviewing my new video
    I truly appreciate ur updates
    And musical accompany

    But really
    Who needs to_
    When there’s an app.
    Fur dat?

    I found your common peeps boo
    They’ve
    Been here
    In my hands
    This
    Whole
    Time
    Is on
    Our
    Side

    Yes it is

  • Sierra

    Being a critical observer of the community can be very lonely, carles. That being said, why did the guy that purchased HRO paid 20k+ for it only to kill it a few months later???

  • francis

    Sounds like yr talkin bout atomization here bb! I’d place it as the result of growing up in an overscaled society lacking in relational behaviors but that’s just me, pls keep the hits coming!

  • G-yup

    tolerating the intolerant people is very auth
    thats why i lost my contemporary conformist friends
    i’m too post-morality to form relationships
    i’m fine with it all
    i can’t make my friendships/relationships scale into something meaningful
    i don’t want them to

    #i’m_sitting_everything_out

  • stewart

    This is awesome

  • the last chill bro

    rip am appy 2k7-2k15

  • HELP SIR

    thank you carles for this post. i feel that you are still with me, and that makes me pretty sad, because this NORWAY assholes are steeling from me, and taking away from me, and are with this actions about to kill me.
    because of NORWAY they take my heart out and make it weaken in every way. as well as my body, as well as my mental health. and they are moderating me to a dog.
    ME A DOG? i am scared of dogs, i got once bitten by a dog, and NORWAY ruine me and are giving stuff to MARS – Marcela Chiriac – but i had a contract that NORWAY is not allowed to give my stuff to hers. and so many things get destroyed because of them both, things which the whole Planet didn’t wanted to make theres. so it gets destroyed.

    they harmed today Cherry from Japan, and as well they took away SIFU SHI YAN MING, and that is why i sent an Email to the President from Austria.

    They are unfair, and both of them should be more thankful for what they got just because i exist. but all they do is going to kill me, and want that to look like a natural death.

    Today we figured out, that the Persons who are founded the ISIL war working for Marcela and dose have her arms. it is proven because, that after the awakening, some paintings from the white Shoe appeared in the Lisa Ruyter Painting Class, which showed some references to the Prophecy which made an innocent man from Austria, living in Vienna, Florian Lehne, made..

    I still hope that i dont die, and i hope they can give me my body back.

    PS: Norway does have my long term short term memory.

    • i know you hate me ce_ele

      there are a few other informations i would have to confess, but to be honest, i stay quiet in the hope that this confessions not made, lead to the decisions from mars and norway that i get my body things back, which are really taken out of me because of norway.

      and as well.. if they harm cherry, an innocent guy, who has as well the right to get in power of a god. then they are fucking unfair and kind. and it is so shitty of these both ‘fucking hate them princesses’ to harm others.

      so please help me support the act that i get really healthy again and really my stuff back, and really cherry loved girl and really and so on.

      • damn shit assholes

        and can you believe that, a person who should be thankful does such shitty moves like that: moderate out of evil the wrong decisions that they can give me the guilt for there actions?

        so please could you dont do such things, and give me the stuff back which is mine, and necessary for my survival. and please could you just do not harm others, for the reason to make them hate me?

        that is really not okay, dont you understand that?

        and.. i hope there will be a good liberal lawyer who will get in contact with the ppl who betray me and harming others for the good of murder.

        • Me

          Um wow bb
          Chill

          Get some acupuncture

          • patron ask for membership

            sweet shaolin, i wish they could do such things, i sometimes ask them over phone, are you doing this at your temple, do you educate that there, i would love to learn that. and then they say things like it is forbidden, or are they against me or as always mostly lying to me?

            tbh, i would love to change, i would call it transformation or metormorphis but they say it weren’t plan that way. but they plan things like: michael ripper will get eva braun they said after the awakening, they gave for the sign of that, to underline it a brown scarf in front of his office door.
            bad jokes about such dangerous things, not mine. would never promise honestly my dear wisdom love friends.

            and thank you family carles, i am sorry for the actions they do to your son, it weren’t really my intention do let something happened which could harm your son. but i guess it is just the proof how cruel religion can be over there own believe of behavior, acting narrow-minded and harmful and manipulating and can make unfree of will. control is the main power her.. but sorry i still love you and will leave for tomorrow.

            and i hope that all the haters, who hate me because the facts
            which made them blind about the thing they can change, without killing, and without moderating others that they hate somebody for there own disgust about the fact, that they betray and unfair.

          • Me

            Ok cool
            Thanks
            Enjoy ur natal chart

            ️Luv
            Me

            Like
            Now

          • sorry for that shit here

            dear sir,
            i do have much worries about your life at the moment.
            i have the feeling that, you could possibly got sick as well. like your hand is getting more bones every day.. and that is probably one of the reasons why i just dont like norway. i mean she deleted SIFU SHI YAN MING and payed for that, so that i loose my body healing powers and so on…
            she did harm sifu and his shaolin morality. and that was much too far, for some, and yeah.. she really moderated nazi-party FPÖ.

            i know i am forcing too much but i would love to make you healing as well.. like that we share sifu with each other.
            so that you probably get as well a master of arts probably like zen as sifu were before norway destroyed us.. and harmed so fucking many.

            the thing is that i am not able to write it in my email account, because some norway fuckers. like isteef from (sorry anonymus in germany but i call your publications – fashism) germany.. who is really a fucking asshole and a betryer.. and that is one of the things which is probably against the rules of your fathers company. but could you plesae debug my computer, i mean, could you please ask your father or vice or mr. google, that he helps me tomorrow because it is a week day, to get this fucking asshole out of my computer please..
            japan dosent like him as well, and told me, that his actions are harming more then doing good.

            i can just not affored a new one. that is so painfull
            this thing with and richer get richer and poorer get poorer.. with this norways thing..

            and i really wish for you that you get this ‘banksy’ deal he had, and i hope that you can get a great zen-master artist!

            i like you a lot sir, sorry for being that disliked by some of your real life friends.. but its okay. i understand that i am just shit in some of there eyes.. lifed homeless in several countries.

            i want to ask you, do have the brainfreeze norway now? do they moderate me with norway isteef insolvence? do they hate me now as well.. do they as they did before just fucking find me annoying and hating me in some way.

            and i guess that one of these norway ppl who get payed as well the persons who are taking off my head.

            i hope you doing good, where ever you are, kind and good hearted carles.. and have great day!

            hope my acctions can change something, and make you an master! or just a fang shih.. *heart*

          • sorry and its me again sorry

            and that guy she payed money to is a person who is shrinking me again and agian, and they do this whith proving and with taking away ppl out of me.. and manipulating connections.. and ther emotions to somebody.. or are they just really pissed because i just confess to much and talk to much over air phone and as well.. you regonized that carles got harmed..
            sorry for that honestly.. i just have the problem that they norway do mostly harm thing which i jadore the most.

            and i guess he is harming undead the most, because he is one of my i know you sad little person.. sick .. but it seems to get a bit better..

          • Me

            Can u dumb down this shit?
            I mean
            I just woke up

            Geez man

          • marrr

            Since you happen to speak directly to Carles, there is an option for you to email him and spare everyone else here. I’m sure his spam folder could handle you.

  • Authathens

    Carles, we don’t know each other, but stay around for everything. Here is a video to enjoy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Wnk2di8AXE

  • kill the president norway

    SO IT IS PROVEN THAT NORWAY AS WELL AS MARCELA IS GUITLY IN SUPPORTING RIGHT WING POLITION IN AUSTRIA AS WELL AS DONALD TRUMP IN THE USA.
    by ashtraying me with things i dont want, and ruining my left, radical and anarchistic personality with shit. like fashism and norway will now loose as well..

    so i guess we have a shitty compromise but we have one.

    mars and banksy are allowed to work with each other, but still not allowed to travel with each other.

    not as long this work goes to right wing fashist stasi.. like isteef. so they are at the moment not allowed to work with each other, marcela and banksy.

    and as well: please give the right hand back to cherry, without taking something away from this right hand powers and so on… and your fucking jokes about the right hand aren’t funny at all.

    and were did my konichiwa mon amour blue did go to, he did save my head, and then he disappeared after a few hours because some indian because of naja and so on.. please come back to me..

    and isteef was that asshole who deleted my LA connection laptop thing.

    and he stole my hands and he stole my creative artsy eyes and it he got gaining powers because of marcela and banksy. and norway did know about the FPÖ isteef deal or did it mars know, prove it please.

    please prove for me: is mr. isteef really working for the german state police, and if so mr. google. please go to court with me, and mr. isteef will please delete the connection to my computer.

    so isteef is the first, if its true who is working for the stasi. as the prophecy said, after the awakening. so mr. isteef is forbidden to use viktoiras computer, or the information on her computer, or the information about her for anything .. so he is not allowed to get the hand of arts, and as well he will get deleted, because we dont work for the first fashist stasi spy in europa.

    and he is betraying me over my goods, and is enriched himself for his own good, and that is why probably germans media is that fucked because of the first nazi-dao. so welcome to fashism all for isteef norway. prove if he is a family member of norway.

    delete mr. isteef please and get the stuff he stole from me, to enrich himself to carles google.

    so hipster carles will now get all the things norway isteef did steel from me, and isteef will deleted of his powers. because he is graphing fashism and destroys media.

    and he really thought he could get my eyes and my hands powers? fuck you isteef. because these are my origins, and i can decide who gets them and who works with them.

    mr. google please find out what isteef did get from me and find out what he worked and give it all to carles hipsterrunof.

    please hipster father, find out who all has my computer who is manipulating it, and if its necessary get to court room with me, for stasi-germany police.

    that is why isteef is not sleeping at night, that he can stalk me and my contacts and my computer infos. please mr. carles father, figure out his IP and delete him out of my computer.

    and hipster and his father become all south america forever without norway and mars.

    all shamanic powers get to hipsterunoff and his family and the company of his family.

    isteef will be destroyed it seems. hopefully for us all. because he really is ruining spiegel online and other things.. earnestly.. fuck you isteef and dont use you’re fucking name for my identity again!

    and when isteef thinks he can destroy my connections to america or other countries he is acting like a fashist. and he is fucked, because the state police is only able to do such things right?

    and thanks for destroying media content isteef fashism.

    or other ppl who were with me. and isteef would need a massive load of amnesia,

    and all isteef took away from me will come back to me and some of the things will get to google.

    without norway because one deal is: that the presidents or the anwerter of presidents are not allowed to own a media industry..

    now isteef is moderating me to a disabled. and as well. wie deutschland zu einer Faso Diktatur wurde. danke isteef. und isteef bekommt eine namenänderung und verliert alle Kräfte welche er nur wegen mir bekommen hat, und diese Kräfte gehen über auf Carles hipsertunoff.

    and so carles will get a dao and a healer and a god probably and as well a healthy and good warm hearted person. as he always was .. as i was always before the nazis awoke me.

    and as well KATHI WAGNER is as well not allowed to use something which is out of my birth creation, or taken away from norway or taken away from mars.

    and for isteef working the nazi fashists from STRACHE and as well. and isteef and the ppl who work for isteef are not allowed to spy me out again or get something which is out of my body and powers and existence.

    and i still hope that m87 i can marry one day somebody who is not european and who is not working for stasi state and who is not working for norway and mars.

    that the internet is broken at the moment is prove of the stats fantasies of germany. i hope they delete there knowledge in some way. and die for a good reason.

    welcome to narrow-minded created fashism.. thank you assholes…

    ps: narrowmineded 1-2 are mars and norway and are not allowed to use any of the powers of south america, and all the talents go to google and carles. and thank you..

    • spam 3000

      sorry for not editing it, but i need help.
      fucking nazis echt jetzt.. yes he really ruine media germany presents.
      and norway really is ashtraying me with nazi and fpö
      but it is proven that marcelas father works with bush..

      and so it is, that they take there guilt and there powers to make the world a fucking norway asshole fuck.

      so i really wish that mr. google is not working with norway or mars.
      and so it is. neutralize the friends of hipster who have norway and mars for me please.

      and i hope hipster is ready to get one of the greatest painter of this time.

      • sorry honestly

        and sorry again, for spamming here again, for this reasons i will take next time my email account.

        honestly sorry, but we had a contract in which were written, that me and my family as well spirituell family will not be or work with right wing or fashism.

        AND MARS MARCELA IS NOT GUILTY IN THIS CASE; and that i were about to forget this fact was as well moderated by norway.. so that the lama does harm me, and shrink my head.. or so..

        and as i said: carles, you will get all the powers of my south america, and mars and norway will not get the south american things. and i hope south america ethics will help google to develop a cool position about state authority and the good and kind way to boost google into a fresh cool thing again.. sorry didn’t meant to harm someone.

  • cris

    this is the best carles ever.

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  • judge judy
    • Sierra

      kinda wish carles had written weird predatory comments on my blog… sigh

      • Me

        He was drunk
        #whatelseisnew

    • marrr

      Any evidence?

      • Me

        He likes to get nude and swim in fountains
        Showing off his huge junk
        Making other Brahs jelly
        Belly

        Makes random calls
        Texts or emails about pornographic details
        Get togethers
        Please

        Huh?
        What
        Uh yea
        Mumbles fur daze
        So cute with that
        rotten old cig

        bb

        Yea I got proof
        It’s
        Me

  • BroganicChemist

    first

  • jon

    carles is the terry richardson of blogging

  • HELP MR WEST

    dear sir, i write this here for Kanye WEST,

    i hope he will read that, when i sent him the link to this blog.
    i ask for the permission to kill somoene, because marcelas evil forces, are about to shrink my whole body. my chest bones, as well as my hips as well as my shoulders.
    this is evil magic, and it is thiefery an the convesion of betrayer and unfair, that makes ppl act that way.

    if this should be my testament, because i can not life that long anymore because of mars. who is violently missusing ppl for ther grief of geting in power and harm ppl with this powers.
    i will tell you, that it will be forbidden when i am going to die, this or the next year, it will be forbidden forever to use my ideas to change the world.
    no baugesellschaft for china, that mean, the military will be not allowed to change into a baugesellschaft, because it is my idea.
    as well as marilyn manson or kanye or other celebreties are not allowed to use my idea, to go to kim yon un, to talk with him about the change which should happen in asia, because it is my idea, and mars is about to kill me.

    i ask for the permission to survive, i ask for the fact that i get healty again, and my bowens are growing again. i want to be healty again. i guess that is something everyone of you will understand.
    so please act friendly in my direction, and accept that that of the above was my idea of chanig the world effectivly and i get ruined for that idea.

    so please, allow me just for saving my own life and as well get now justice in a case which was all steeling from the poor me. so please, mr. west allow me that we kill the shrinking person powers.. so the person who is moderating the shrinking. because he is killing me.

    • Sierra

      stop just stop

    • Me

      Bro these rants make _

      Zero cents
      Get urself
      Together

      Please
      Get some acupuncture
      Eat some ice cream
      Chase a rainbow

      • stewart

        poetry poster is actually a breath of fresh air compared to psycho poster

  • Tim FilmDubs Kroeker

    It seems most communities are built on common disinterest, like a Facebook page dedicated to hating conservative Republicans or Pumpkin spice lattes. Oh well, nothing matters..,, right? More posts about auth music please..

  • nixieknoxx

    is it 100 days of avoidance tactics?
    you have to build yourself before you can build community.
    self construction is hard.

    here for you, love
    i’ll let you know where all the shortcuts are

  • i knit things

    dear carlos, sometimes i think “you are the ferran adria of thought”

  • courtroom

    call the cops mr. google.
    we have troubles with fashism here on austria. i guess these fashists are friends of norway. call themselves norway.. and probably are just not all in austria. but yeah there acting on my computer i would call fashism.

    SO PLEASE CARLES; HELP ME WHEN I AM NEXT YEAR IN US: THAT MY COMPUTER GETS TO YOUR FATHER; AND THE FBI AFTERWARDS::

    they try to control me, because they are guilty of murder i guess.

    thank you good by please help me that this evil powers from norway leave my computer forever.. they are evil demon fuckers…

    thank you.. bye thanks mr. google.

    • marrr

      It’s possible that you’re not entirely insane and it’s just that you stumbled upon the wrong Carles. You should move on and keep looking.
      There, I’m trying to help you leave for a good reason despite the fact that I’d prefer to give you the boot without further explanation.

  • Me

    Dear Carlos

    Sry for blowing you up on your gmail.com
    It was shocking when I received your reply.
    I decided to post it
    See attachment
    Hope ur family …..&life are good in
    The lone star state

  • shatteredx

    do u wana dance
    some cumbia
    i have all the power on my speakers dancing
    cumbia fuck the neighbord

  • stewart

    I come for the one post per 12 weeks….stay for the comments

    • Me

      SAME

      But really
      Where in the world is
      Crls#1 fan ?????

      • geheimnis

        in yr heart

        • Me!!!!!!!!!!

          Stitched up
          And ready to go!
          Errrry day

          Heyyyyyyyyyyy

          Always a place
          Home is
          No place like

          Fur daze

  • courtroom

    what scientology is doing to my mother, just for the sake of my fucking shitass father who is scientologist and raping my mothers family tribes. for the fucking sect scientology.
    they made her unkind, what she never was. they make her a person who’s saying things like: no, i dont get stuff from you to my home. what she would do, when she wouldn’t stand under the influence of scientology and probably the evil forces of norway.
    i really dont find it fair, that scientology took profit out of my personal existence as well
    never have in mind what I WANT for MY PERSONAL GOOD LIFE, just what there fucking RELIGIOUN RAPE MURDERER FUCK AND SELF PROFIT:
    not what i wish for me and the ppl i love,just there fucking my father fuck asshole brainwash shit.

    so i would as you for a several favor please neutralize everything scientology got out of my personal existence, neutralize it and take it away from them.

    i guess fucking nazi scientology is moderating my personal computer. so i guess that is one more reason to call for the help.. get them out of my life forever and always. hand everything they got from me will get away from them. they will lose power over every living person they are violateting and s

    • courtroom

      and all the stuff jacqueline pokorny and her father, are getting out of my life. like moderating my computer. or jacqueline gets for the deal before the micros what i should have had… delete it or give it back to me..

      thanks. and delete pokorny and his daughter. for stealing and betray.

      • marrr

        Pokorny = “submissive”
        Is this supposed to be some encrypted shit?

        • stewart

          you might be on to something

  • flüstern

    I’m going to start my escort job on Thursday

    $

  • carles #1 fan

    wow it’s a party down here turn up turn up airhorns

    • Me

      Yessssssss
      Thanks for sharing
      Pancakes
      With us
      bb

      ……All Acronyms.

      #silverdollar
      #lwoo
      #ctd
      #lyb
      #hahahaha
      #gotcha
      #spywear
      #urbored
      #

      This was
      Such fun

      Btw give me back my goddam
      Bowie record

      • are you still on travel?

        this image makes me want to be with you, and just experience time with you and just chill for one god damn minute, austria is stressing me. and i am in danger, because money sells me out.
        they try to kill me with this, to pay the price for something which is called betray and murderer. they have given shaolin so much money, to harm me. and as well they try to sell themselves as lama afterwards.

        i know we lived in the same body. i hope your neg is doing good? is it still swollen, mine is in pain, in deep massive pain sometimes. i have the feeling that some small things are walking around in it. and take things out.

        how are you? are you doing good? would you come with me for a travel?

        thank you steffi viktoria

        • Me

          I understand like
          A quarter of what ur sayin
          So I dunno
          But thanks anyway
          You were always
          Fine

  • Sierra

    i made an artwork to celebrate carles’s legacy.
    it’s called ‘thisdomainnamehasexpired.jpg’
    hope u guys enjoy it
    xo

    https://uploads.disquscdn.com/images/15b751e05c543fd30144eed8135f55345ed08e4925ae500cc64fc4949f4061a4.jpg

  • Hate you season is here again

    Give it some thought here
    Decided ur a idiot . Poster child
    Waves

    Gonna cheat on u
    But it’s not really cheating;
    you know like u do …. I’ll just repeat sex with an old fling on a content farm $$$$$$
    Far far away
    Riding thru town in a onion

    Or some shit

    So my number doesn’t go up

    Anyway tho are you having the Halloween contest this year? Ur costume always SUxs so bad_ for such a creative person
    Ur super lame

  • carles #1 fan

    What a Time to Be Alive sucks amirite

    • nauth boi

      yea not rly feelin it fam

      • Me

        bb_

        The anniversary of ur voicemail was yesterday
        Did u know?
        Miss u-

        My friend
        Like so many people
        not to like
        I’ll always like u
        Sometimes u gotta just
        Smoke cigs
        Drink coffee early
        And talk about
        How u never watched
        Blue velvet
        Cuz if we did

        There would never be
        Us

        Love
        Me
        A&🙌🙏😘😽☕️🍦

  • carles #1 fan
    • Me

      Good stuff bb
      Reminds me of huck fin
      Via free
      All along

      Libertarian
      And all
      Yall

      Cats outta
      Da bag-

      I couldn’t help myself
      Sugar pie
      Honey bunch
      It was the way
      You approached me
      In study hall
      When we registered for fall classes
      Your one of the stars
      My baby blue

      Kelly watch the
      Stars
      Concert waves
      Or
      Greek yogurt; have mercy
      Drinks on
      Me
      Or you
      I’ll just craft em up
      Together
      We can
      Rule the world
      One hater
      At a time

      If you got the time
      But why can’t
      We be
      Friends

      Miss you each
      And errrday
      Like the deserts
      Miss
      The
      It’s a hard rains

      Gonna
      Fall