I feel lost.

Posted by carles | March 17, 2015 | 24 Comments

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I feel a little bit lost. Is this project losing steam? Do I subconsciously want it 2 scale [via validation]? What should I eat 2day? Do u ever have those days where u just want 2 drink mad soylent? Am I doing a good job? Is this just ‘more of the same’? Why am I alive? Are ppl even into the music that I post? Will it not scale 4 a reason [via it all sux]? Are net artists ‘effing stupid’? Is everything on the internet stupid? What is the golden medium of auth_n_ticitie? Do u ever just have those days where u think, “Maybe Unchill AZN Bro was auth this whole time?” and feel totally lost?

Help.

Previous auth p0sts

I just want 2 connect with real ppl.
Feels like this project should just stop.
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  • KONY_2K12

    its always good to talk about your feelings crls [via podcasts]

    • HOMOSAPIEN_FUCK

      idk.. I think “the Jinx” kicked the shit out of “Serial”.. Get HBO special instead bb. What is more Auth than Netstream/mainstream culture anyways?

      • manofmanynames

        I’LL TELL YOU WHAT’S MORE AUTH THAN THAT. THE LOVE OF JESUS H. CHRIST AKA. THE SON OF GOD AKA. HE WHO DIED FOR YOUR SINS AKA. YOUR PERSONAL SAVIOUR AKA. THE OG AKA. JAYTOTHEHTOTHECEE@aol.com AKA THE MOST FAMOUS CAPRICORN OF ALL TIME YOU GODLESS HEATHEN.

        • Take a Valium _ ️luv jc

          Wow u went nuts

  • AFR-auth

    Crls, u can’t have it both ways. You can’t be relevant and not scale. You wanna be the equivalent of the unmarked bar that you have to be really ‘in the know’ to know, you know? But cmon bro, only way to do that is by being elitist and that’s way unchill. The movement does matter because people are watching. You wanna know if enough people are watching to make it worth it… but you also don’t want the wrong people watching and perverting it. I think you gotta just do auth bb. Let it happen and don’t care who sees. Every good thing jumps the shark eventually, just don’t worry about it, auth is still in its infancy. Don’t put all of your insecurities over the failed children of indie and hipster. Just let it grow bro…. let it grow

  • Sierra

    I shall return once I’ve thought of something witty to comment.

  • http://flavors.me/robtroke robtroke

    ♫ Let it grow, let it grow, let the auth concept scale enough. ♫

  • HOMOSAPIEN_FUCK

    Wow. Actually this blog is good and great!
    I think it reflects the ideas of the anxious teen and young adult consumer very nicely.
    If I start a blog I would also like to imagine myself as my target market and reflect their concerns in the fucking capitalist society.
    I would chose to reflect the budding consumerist ideas of younger kids though. Maybe pre-teens, and talk about idiots who ride scooters instead of skateboards, who think they are still gaining the same cultural experience. I would act threatened and bash dumb scooter-boy, because the outside world would liken me to that scooter-boy, who is fucking lame, even though we are at the same dumb skatepark (skatepark being the medium and medium being the message). but he consumed the wrong xtreme sport (he would be a “not skateboarder” or in my blog world a “nateboarder”).
    And for girls I would blog about lip balm or training bras.
    And we wouldn’t care about more mature things yet like nauth or netstream bcuz we are still in that tween bubble with no outside perspective.

  • N A U T H B O I

    this post is auth
    carles i luv u and the things u write about
    keep going

    im on drugs and feeling v euphoric right now
    tholol

  • Crlsbergbar

    Son,
    Again really?
    My god u left the meds and water out for u on the night stand
    Lunch is in ur Care Bears lunch box;
    Dinner in the fridge
    Don’t call the dude instead of pizza
    What more do you need help w?

    Lose the crutch tiny Tim and
    Buck the eff up already
    Show no mercy for the weak
    Hello?
    Have you learned nothing?

    Wake up
    Via arcade fires
    I love u
    Long time
    Oh me so

    Miss u bb
    Get if togerher already

  • Jonathan Kaplan

    NOTHING MATTERS but u gotta keep going. Stop worrying abt it and get out there and write ur insane ass posts

  • Siggy Otter

    All anyway wants to know is where crls#1 is

  • dat_bro06

    “To every thing there is a season, bb”
    -Some old Jew

  • Bronello_Cucinelli

    not sure I understand the carles dot buzz comment ‘scene’ anymore
    scared

  • Rainman Maria Rilks

    BTW what ever happened 2 HRO exegesis? hook up with that dude again and really get shit poppin

  • tay

    i love you carles.

    i love the music you find for me.

    i love the words you compose to fill my little head with ideas.

    never give up <3

  • nothing

    lost is auth. auth is nothing. nothing matters.

  • stewart

    Why walk when you can take a lunch?

  • MetaJD

    I loved your last post about SXSW (r/l lolz). I think you can write whatever you want, just pace yourself (via Grizzly ‘Would you always maybe sometimes take it easy take your time” Bear). I think the internet is losing steam/novelty but you’ve managed to capture a very real piece of it before it fades… and if you do feel like you need to stop, no matter how long between your posts, that piece is not going to disappear.

  • Tough gay dancer ❤️

    Yea!!!!!!!!!!
    Help meeeeeeeeeeee

  • Tonytwoballs

    Cool, me too.
    I think.

    No. Probably. More bbq. Not if it’s made out of people. Yes. Kinda, but in a more pure way. For the experience. Definitely. Maybe. Yes. To somebody. Whatever comes naturally. Deep down we’re all auth whether we act on it or not. Hope we all find our way.

  • JacquiChan

    #pray4carles

  • jim

    BRO ! I love how you introduced me to cool artists like Palmbomen.

    Previously I had only heard of Palmbomen via a auth locally sourced vid artist known as Grand Theft Auto V. The V stands for Five. Many of you will no doubt have never heard of Grand Theft Auto. GTAV was created by a super authed out company called “Rockstar”. Talk about feeling the vibes. GTAV was released for a super small / super unknown “entertainment system” known as XBOX360 & Playstation 3.

  • alt-on bro-wn

    miss unchill azn bro