I feel lost.

searching-4-meaning
I feel a little bit lost. Is this project losing steam? Do I subconsciously want it 2 scale [via validation]? What should I eat 2day? Do u ever have those days where u just want 2 drink mad soylent? Am I doing a good job? Is this just ‘more of the same’? Why am I alive? Are ppl even into the music that I post? Will it not scale 4 a reason [via it all sux]? Are net artists ‘effing stupid’? Is everything on the internet stupid? What is the golden medium of auth_n_ticitie? Do u ever just have those days where u think, “Maybe Unchill AZN Bro was auth this whole time?” and feel totally lost?

Help.