When I was doing it, I had no idea what I was doing. If I had known what I was doing, I probably wouldn’t have done it.
The negative outcomes of what I was doing outweighed the positive outcomes. However, the ‘positive’ outcome of my inflated ego was what kept the project moving forward. It kept my life moving forward.
Here I am, stalled out. Knowing better. Knowing there’s no one out there and nothing out there.
Give me a way to rediscover naivety. A sure way of knowing that people needed anything more than yummy yummy calories!
